21st birthday-Dragonfly

More pictures up soon ok.
Just that i have to collect all the pictures from different people.
I cant wait for tomorrow's party!
Even the aunties that i work with are coming down.
Incredible!
Everybody give me so much "face"
I am really so thankful.
And to those people who cannot make it, its ok!
Don't worry, i am still going to love you like how i always love you.

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I finally know what i want to for 21st birthday..
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minthu to be back in my life.
Goodnight.

21st

Its going to be friday so soon.
Dragonfly, here i come~~

I don't really feel happy from the bottom of my heart.

I don't know how can i make myself happy.

Even though there are so many people celebrating for me but why is it so hard to find simple happiness.

Maybe simple happiness is minthu?

Happy birthday, Geneieve Lee Yi SIIIIIIIIII

Happy birthday to you
you're born in the zoo
with the monkeys and the orang utans.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

Its finally your birthday!!!
Woohooooo
Grow old liao !!! start with 2 liao!! Ren lao ba!
Stay pretty and cute and stupid always!

You will forever be my best football kaki
That love Drogba as much as i do!!! right~~~
wooohoooo~~~


I love you~~~~ just like how i love ronney
hahahahahhahaah

HUAT AH~~~~~~

All the best.

>All the best to you and everything you do.
You should have been in Myanmar by now.
Thanks for all the advices you gave me but i wont listen. haha
I will always respect your decision because you are my brother.
And not to worry, i am not angry that you are not coming for my birthday. I know you think maturely and wisely.
I hope you get everything you wish for.
you will always be the best brother i ever ever had.
Love ya,
ur sis.
PM.

and
Liverpool was kinda cool ESP REINA!!!
PEPE REINA IS SUCH A LOVE!!!
I think everybody paid 88 bucks to see liverpool's torres, alonso and not to watch the game lol.
Its more like superstar coming to Singapore rather then football players.
I have photos but i am lazy to post so people wait huh!
I bought Liverpool shirt and scarf which was a bomb.
KNN, i am spending so much on a team i hate!
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and i can't wait for friday to come.
even if its only a simple celebration i think i will be happy.
because i got everybody that i love around me.
and please call me when you reach, don't ownself go and pay for the entrance fees!

Keys to 21st

i have 3 keys for my 21st birthday and i am loving it.

i so love my keys necklance now.

Key to freedom.

21 years old

Went for studio shot.
Cousin sponsor for 21st birthday.
Really wanted to thank him because he is the first person who thought of giving me something special for my 21st birthday.
i must bring him for a treat when he comes back to Singapore. i promise!
A studio shot plus a pretty leopard print dress

pretty or not?

lol lol lol

makeup wasn't too thick but i was like very uncomfortable for the shot because its a male photographer -_-"

and i was suppose to lie down on like some sofa -_-"

like taking porn pics except that i was wearing clothes. LOL.

pretty scary. hahaha so i think most of my shots were very tense.

i am not too comfortable with male photographer and he was rather handsome.

so even worst can.

and he tried to make me laugh by saying lame jokes and of course i had to like fake laugh la. but actually his jokes were terrible.

i hope everything turns out nicely.

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and for the whole night.

i was celebrating my 21st birthday at bao xi restaurant.

my relatives were really great.

all very shang lian and turn up for the dinner.

gifts were all very pretty.

and the cake was damm gorgeous!

There are a lot more pictures but in so many different people camera, so i have to get all the pictures from them first because i can upload it.

so please wait huh.

:P

31st july. remember it.

good night

I should be happy.

Today,i am going for ******** given by my cousin.
Quite excited as it has already been a long time since i last do that.
Anyway, goodluck for everything.

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Went out with miss crazy twice this week.
Its really fun going out with her because i can bloody laugh the whole day and my mouth will ache like crazy but i couldn't stop laughing!
I think leos can really click well.
i can click well with leo, libra and gemini. LOL LOL LOL.

I like this crazy neo print a lot.
and i think miss crazy is pretty with make up but she doesn't accept it.
-_-"


You will never feel bored when you are with her.

and yesterday we decided to buy Liverpool's stuff so that we can show your support to them during the match.

Each got a scarf that cost $25.00

$88.00 + $25.00 = $113 just for liverpool.

Damm it.

The amount of money you spend on an enemy's team.

But again, its hardly that a top team comes to Singapore.

and torres looks good in NEWSPAPER only.

And to think that we waited for liverpool outside mandarin hotel.

!@#$%^&U*&^%$#@

Liverpool you bloody hell sucks, make us wait for nearly 2 hours!!!!

GEN : "you will never walk alone, BULLSHIT"

nice one.LOL

liverpool sucks sucks sucks.

CHELSEA ROCKS.

Drogba is such a cutie.

=)

and

Li siam's brother went to taiwan and he bought C*****

LOL LOL LOL

She bought one to the office for me and i was bloody shock because she just openly show it to me!!!

Its actually a STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATE which look exactly like a condom.

Taiwanese are so creative!!!!

and it taste so delicious!! sounds so wrong but nevermind. LOL

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Liverpool's match tomorrow live at 7pm

What time should i go to stadium?

Why am i doing so many for a team i don't like!

God damm it

Mardarin hotel conference hall.

Pretty right.

Gerrand not here so i only have reina to look at.

I WANT LIVERPOOL TO PLAY REINA AND THEIR FIRST TEAM PLAYERS!!!!

YOOOHOOOOOOO~~~

sometimes at the end of the day,

i feel so loved.

i have a family who always scold and nag at me but at the end of the day they are always there for me.

sisters who always help me out.

a bf who loves me.

a brother who allows me to beat and whack. LOL

friends (syl,gen,ph,swee) who laugh and joke and always has a shoulder to lent me.

relatives who are always concern about me.

collegues who are always helping me.

what more can i asked for?

Actually this is the best 21st birthday, isn't it.

I should be contended.

If i ever neglected anyone of you, i am sorry.

But i always love you people from the bottom of my heart.

:)

thank you

Elton bought me for dinner.

very happy LOL

he waited for me at my student's blk downstair. surprise surprise.

i thought i had to walk home alone again tonight.

such surprise really can make my super sad day happy again.

i decided, i should live happily since life is already such a burden.

i am going to make myself super busy so that i got no time to think of any other rubbish.

starting from tomorrow.

try my birthday dress.

fri, buy liverpool stuff.

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sun, get married and watch liverpool match.

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actually i am so excited about the liverpool match even though i don like liverpool.

YOU WILL NEVER WALK ALONE.

hahahahahah

reina is such a cutie pie.

and the guys in thailand team are so cool!

should i be thailand coach?

hahahahhhahaha

Number 13 :P

must do some research first.

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31st of july is coming....

i miss my traqilla.

and pitbull songs.

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I WANT TO MARRY MICHEAL SCOTFIELD.

HE IS SO SEXY.

Comeback to me.

Seal with a kiss

My face look very pale today.

In other words, like a ghost.

I don't feel alright at all.

i need a little more air.

i little more hope

but nobody seems to be giving me any.

I cannot forget.

I really cannot.

How.

I don't mind to get married and stay in Myanmar forever

LOL

If only...

Its sunday today.

Went swimming at 8 plus with gen.

Its been a long time since i went swimming and it feels quite great actually.

and home again I am.

Elton's working.

If only he has time, he could bring me around for a walk.

I know that if he have the time, he would bring me around but sometimes he is just too tired to do so.

What am i suppose to do.

Be contended.

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He have to work outdoors for long hours and being his super inconsiderate gf, i always complain to him about not bringing me out.

I am so bored at home.

I tried to play the piano, i tried listening to music.

But time passes so slowly.

All i do is wait for him to reach home and give me a call to inform me he have reach home safely.

We used to meet up to five times a week.

and gradually twice.

and now.

once.

Maybe we don't even meet up the next time?

I am so afraid that our distance will become further and further.

I love him and i hope he could really understand sometimes why i get angry with him.

I remember once i told him that i would use my money to buy his time and when i think back, i found it really childish and insulting.

But sometimes i just need a little more of his time.

A little more care and concern.

Sometimes i am so sure that he is the one for me for the rest of my life, sometimes i live in doubt.

I don't really know the reality anymore.

I need to find a place where i can breath freely.

i want to be happy.

just like how i use to be.

i don't know how long can i keep this fake smile.

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i have found someone i cannot live without.

but can i keep him by my side forever?

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i really need a break.

a break from this cruelty world.

where everybody's smile or laughter might be fake.

where the truth is often not what we see.

trust is not meant to be found or given.

even a friend might be smiling with you one day, and not be friends with you the next day.

Life is so fake.

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I think at the moment, syl is the only person who could fully understand me.

Its so hard to find a person who could really stick through with you thick and thin and she did.

We could really talk about anything under the sun without restraint.

and seriously i love her a lot.

I hope we stay like this throughout the entire life.

Friendship is indeed easier to keep then a relationship.

i love you,syl and i always do!

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where do angels go.

Love of my life.

Love of my life, you hurt me,



You broken my heart, and now you leave me.



Love of my life can't you see,



Bring it back bring it back,



Don't take it away from me,



Because you don't know what it means to me.

mt

My love, goodbye

I am home on a Sat.

Didn't know where to go.

When i look out of the window from my house, i realised that many things have changed.

The blocks of flat across my flat were no longer the same colour as it used to be before.

I have been going in and out of my house everyday but i didn't even realise such a big difference.

Sometimes in life, we don't really bother to take note of such small details.

But its often because of these small details that actually makes a big difference.

Give me a reason for leaving.

For U.

Wish I could be the one

The one who could give you love

The kind of love you really need

Wish I could say to you

That I'll always stay with you

But baby that's not me

You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you

Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need

But that would be a lie

I know I'd only hurt youI know I'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can

Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you

I don't really wanna go

But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do

You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be

Who'll give you something better

Than the love you'll find with me

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need

But that would be a crimeI know I'd only hurt you

I know I'd only make you cry

I'm not the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone

Is the hardest thing to do

When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you

Baby it tears me up inside

But I'll never be the one you're needing

I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out

I love you, goodbye.

Like an eagle, you fly to where u belong.

神话

Dearest brother :)

my cute little girl

Me and my cousin,

she always cook lots of delicious food to make me go over to her house!

damm it.

its so tempting.












recently swee lay brought me to the monastery to teach some kids study.

but she didn't told me that we will have to teach in Burmese -_-"

so we ended up not teaching and playing around with the kids.

LOL
All the kids there are so so so cute, i am longing for one!!

but due to financial crisis.

forbidden.

LOL


Swee and me :P

i like here bob hair style now! so cool!

my sister and the little cutie.

oh my god, she is so cute can!!

i cant wait to take her home..

i gave her a mickey mouse key ring and then she kept showing off to the other kids.

so cute.

my sister asked her :" how old are you"

she replied in a very tiny and cute voice :" four years old"

wowowowow

very cute

and she allow us to carry her.

so cute so cute!!!

i couldn't resist and wanted to bring her home lol.

look at her eyes!!

my god

she just look like a doll.

so pretty and cute.

next time round when i go , i will bring lots of stickers for them

the kids are really so cute!

i love kids!!!

sometimes i don't really like to talk to monk because i can easily predict what they are going to say!

every monastery i go , they say the same stuff.

i wonder if they memorize the lines from the same book.

and plus i am really scare to offend them as you know i offen talk without using brains.

LOL

and

people please please remember

my birthday at dragonfly/powerhouse

*pray hard that powerhouse is not close for private events!*

31st july after 11pm.

love ya

:)

why

why.

Pics

sylvia said that she is waiting for me to up date my blog.
LOL
hence, here i come.
i have been eating durian for 3 conse nights
god.
felvira, you have no determination.
but good food cannot be waste ma right.
hahahahaha
any way,



Pictures from my dad's camera.
thou not all because he only send me like that.
-_-"
got a few handsome guys one he didn't send.

my pink boots are damm cool right

LOL

previously my colleague's farewell dinner.

just manage to upload the pictures.

anyway, i watched MJ tribute last night and i find it very touching indeed.

esp when his daughter said i love you.

even thou i dont really know about him or heard any songs from his album, i hope he'll find a better place soon.

a place where there is no suffering.

just like my grandma.

R.I.P.

pictures

Pictures taken at temple.

Me and grandma. miss u
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@ east coast.

dad's family day.

hair beading which is damm lousy.

not five minutes all the bead came dropping out.

:)

The rest of the pics at dad's camera.

unable to upload until he sends it to me.

and today i realise

Elton is scare if dentist. :X

i went inside the dentist with him and i kept laughing at a corner.

LOL.

i thought i was the only one who was scared of dentist.

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now i realise what true friends really mean.

:)

thank you.

and mr small

you better remember your promise ok.

31 july dragonfly everybody.

Saturday.gone.

Its like the most tiring sat i ever had.
morning when to pray my grandma,
then aunt house
then my dad's family day
then marina
then L4D
then home.
i think i know the whole of penansular plaza people already.
and most of them know i love myo gyi a lot.
LOL LOL
news spread really fast
and
pictures up soon ok.
Too tired today.
good night
sweet dreams.
i love you, baby.

i'll be there

You and I must make a pact,
we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, Ill be there

Ill reach out my hand to you,
Ill have faith in all you do
Just call my name and Ill be there

these lyrics are from the jackson 5 song : I'll be there.
recently jamie fox just sang it during a tribute to MJ.
and i think he sing the song really nicely.
its damm touching!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hy7Gt2kH5fg
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Friday night, home again.
If every friday i am to stay at home like that,
i probably go crazy.
Which i think i will very soon.
I don't really know what to do on a friday night besides going dragonfly & playing lan.
Which just makes me remember i don't have a gaming partner who will play L4d with me 24 hours.
i talk to ct just now.
i can see that he is really concern. but holding back.
i don't really know what to say to him.
i feel very happy talking to him. very comforting.
he is different from all his friends.

anyway,
i kept thinking about my grandma these few days hence i decided to visit her tomorrow.
:)
its been some time.
Grandma, pandan cakes ok?
:P
love you.

tried sleeping at 8pm but couldn't get to sleep.
-_-"
friday nights are so diao -_-"
i should really start to find some part time job or do volunteering job.
or just stop resisting and go to the club and dance.
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Wanted to meet elton but afraid to tired him out.
He came down to bring me to pasa malam yesterday so if i make him come down today again, i think he will be so tired out.
He asked whether i wanted him to come down and take dinner with me.
i rejected him! -_-" i feel myself so damm asshole sometimes.
why am i always rejecting things that i wanted all the while in the first place!
F.
I shall always regret in the end.
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To people, home is a sweet place but i cannot get peace and sweetness at home.
I don't know why.
i dread going home everyday.
I get very frustrated when people keep asking me repeated questions over and over again.
and whats more when i am very busy concentrating on something.
!@#$%

Somebody, tell me, what do i actually live for?
Money?
Love?
or what.

LOVE

I shall define love from my point of view.
Quarrels, laughter, joy, fighting, waiting, loving, hugging, kissing & missing.
tell me correct or not?
So if elton really choose to smoke, i shall support him from now on.
and if i choose to club, he have to support me too. LOL
but it will be silly for him to smoke because next time will get lung cancer then will die then all his money is mine!!! ha ha ha ha *evil laughter's*
on the other hand, he doesn't have money. LOL
but i still love him.
i shall try to accommodate him from now on.
i think i cannot live without him even though he always make me really angry.
life is really strange.

Humans feelings are such a mystery.
trying solving it.

$$$

MY newly bought floor map.
super cute and its only $9.90!!!
anyway, i gave tuition and piano lesson tonight.
quite nervous but my student was a very nice girl
so not bad.
i need to play L4D badly.
as badly as i need to go dragonfly.
and people, i shall not celebrate my birthday on the 1st of Aug because the stupid PANWEIBO is going to dragonfly and hence sure fullhouse.
i don wan to be squeezing with so many young girls at dragonfly and I DON LIKE PAN WEI PO, so no point.
should i change it to friday night, 31st or 6 of aug my exact day or delay one day 7 of aug.
TMD. always find trouble for me one.
can't he just go to dragonfly other days!
i really hope i can save up some money and stop coming up with so many funny ideas.
Felvira, please please please. be more sensible.