Nice Scenery

Some random pictures i take on the way.

I think Singapore have very pretty scenery!

Base Camp :)

Today work half way go for the base camp thing.
Quite fun with all the people there.
First time i see boss so funny want to laugh also must REN
hahahhahah.
I am so proud i got a handsome and funny boss.
LOL
And a bunch of lovely colleague.
I never done anything so ridicious in my entire life la!! Running with a ball in between my legs.
Damm funny and porn
LOL
I hope the photographer delete the photo quick!!!
Have to go and serach what Department he is from. LOL
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and i have lots of boss photos!!!
whahahahahahaahha

Pictures :)

Like finally i manage to upload my pictures!!
:)
my little sister is kind enough to let me her hp because there is something wrong with my memory card.
Currently my blog song : Sometimes when we touch.
Its the best song i have heard.
Its really sweet and nice.


Steady steady huh :)

Anyway back to my pictures.
They are in kinda of messy position because i just tikam tikam post it.


This little cute girl is my niece.
Until now she refuses to let me carry her.
-_-"
Cute, isn't she?
:)
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Suppose to post this during march.
13 march.
MY little sister birthday.
13 years old finally.
Grown into a very pretty young lady.
But very dangerous because she has a gangster bf who comes to my house and knock on the door at mid night
!@#$%^&
Until now i think she break me and my second sis record of having guys coming to my house and banging on the door at 2am la.
Almost kanna kill can.
Please huh, birthday grow up ok.
Study hard don play play.
The white bouquet of flowers that i bought for her during her birthday celebration.
I hope you grow up to become a smart and useful person.
Stay pretty and clever.
:)
*don't know what the hell manfred doing behind.
*Us :)

I love celebrating birthdays together with all my relatives because its the only time when we meet and catch up with our busy lives.

Happy birthday, EMMELINE YEO XIU QIN

*lOVES*

*Didn't know when my little sister took this picture during the celebration.

But i just realise this picture can see my tail.

LOL

My tail nice right right??

dang dang dang dang!!

Anyway, i don know what me and manfred is discussing because damm engross in the conversation.

*My two pretty sisters

Now a days i am so addicted to going to DAISO.

Daiso siao one.

Everytime go there and buy bo liao things.

So let me show off a while my $2 things ok.

Bought this japan clip which i think its damm nice.

So i ask my sister to take a picture of it.

The design of the clips is really chio ok.

Of course my hair now is very nice one la, soft and silky. hahahahah

*Pretty clip. $2 only faster go DAISO buy.

Vivo one.

don know body ghaut have or not.

And randomly,

I made breakfast for Elton Ho.

Try and ignore my face because i was applying facial cream at that moment.

Just try to ignore it and look at the food ok.

Very pretty and creative can!!!!

I didn't know i was so talented la

hahhaha

And my father bought a new car!!

Make me very excited but i didn't dare to give it a try.

The boots are damm low.

Later buai dao i will be jia liat.

But soon i will overcome my fear and drive this pretty car to fetch everybody to my house to watch football.

Gen newcastle/ Chelsea. must come.

Manfred. liverpool/chelsea, please come and help me curse liver.

I find my dad car sibei chio.

My sister convince my dad to buy it in white colour if not i think die die he also don buy white.

Please also remember to by 4D this wednesday.

Ibet also.

thanks.

If open don't say i never remind.

SO, i was mentioning in my previous post that we went to temple to pray my grandpa and grandma.

Took some photos with my niece.

She is really pretty, sexy and cute.

Love her!!

I secretly let her eat two ice cream la.

If her mother knows about it, i wil be jialiat.

Straight away can take go Gong ming sua and burn.

hahahah

She is so cute la!

Her smile is always damm sweet one.
I love her alot! :)

ok, i was eating ice cream too.

LOL

i love strawberry ice cream la.

Somebody please remind me i am "suppose" to be on a diet like 1 year ago.

hahahahha

Today (30.03.09), randomly went to Sentosa with Geneieve. LOL LOL LOL

was suppose to take cable car but last minute then know its monorail can.

But was still pretty fun

Esp the skyride and the luge part.

The wind was blowing and the 2 scare to die people were hanging in the mid air.

LOL

But the secenry at sentosa was breath-taking.

Its been a long time i relax like that.

We went to vivocity afterthat.

So all the photos are in random position.

*top of vivo.

The wind there is also pretty nice.

*Jolin. LOL

ART. hahahah

The stupid tourist.

*at sentosa's beach.

pretty right.

I love this picture!

Pretty gen.

:)

See i told you the sencery is breath-taking!!!

*luge ride.

Post credit to gen.

LOL

*Sentosa.

In monorail.

I look like tourist right!!

:P

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*loves*

tat tar.

Once bitten twice shy

I have been bitten like so many times why do i always insist that its ok.
Damm it.
I am going to move forward.
Right now.
No more backwards.
Even i know the wound will take a bloody long time to heal.

I have wasted too much time.
On everything. On you.
So bye bye to you.
Sometimes you make me feel so helpless and useless.
You don't even bother to give me some of your time.
You don't reflect on your attitude when you say those hurtful things.
I have cried enough.
I feel so tired.
Just remember what you say and don regret because this time, i am moving on to a better place.
Takecare
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Enough of emoing.

I have alot of things which i have yet to accomplish.
The only thing this year which i never regret to do is to cut my hair.
I feel very relax with this hair.
Don't need to comb also never mind.
I have to tell myself now and then to work harder.
But sometimes i ask myself, why do i have to work so hard when there is nothing for me to look forward to.
I don't know why.
Once i read from a book that says, human without dreams are just like dead walking zombie.
Which i totally agree.
When there is no goal and aim in life, people don't go forward.

The only thing i want to do right now is to look at my grandma just one more time.
There is nothing else that i look forward to.
This wish is actually so simple but hard to come true.
I am working very hard to make it come true.
And i know it will finally come true, one day.
Whether now or later, it doesn't matter.
Because 10 years down the road, i will still love her like how i love her today.

Actually i forgotten that i have another wish.
To visit Myanmar.
I will try my best to save up and go to Myanmar next year.
There is so many places in Myanmar that i want to visit.
But right now, study, sing and work first.
Other things aside.
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Yesterday (28/03/09)
went out with my aunt to buy somethings to burn for my grandma.
Bought her some stuff like shirt, macdonalds (She loves apple/pineapple pies and french fries!!), phone (for her to call me :)
I feel so sad when i have to buy my grandma things which are made of paper.
I rather she was alive and i can treat her to eat the real thing.
Went city hall, got my pink contacts.
Meet up with jimmy.
happy already or not, finally i meet you lay.
one time enough already.
ate mya nanda (Super delicious).
Mya Nanda food are really delicious. To think of it, i prefer Mya nanda to Inle. LOL
Because Inle waiting time are so long, sometimes when i finish my food, swee lay'a food is not here yet.
I love Mya nanda.
But inle food are nice too.
Thanks for the **** but its more for children!
Anyway, enjoyed myself. thank you.
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Today(29/03/09)
went to the temple early in the morning.
Pray my grandfather.
After that my grandma.

Whenever i look at her, i feel so happy.
I feel as though she is around.
I hope she is.
I wish i can disturb her and make her scold me like how she use to do last time.
One day, i will meet her.
I am waiting a long time for the day to come.
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Tried to upload pictures but can't.
So next time.
And then sentosa tomorrow
:)
Tat tar.

Love fridays!!

I love death metal music right now!

So in love with Ken'ichi Matsuyama!!松山 研 (5 March 1985 )

he is so so so cute esp when he sings my sweet lover!!!

wowowowow

:P

DMC ROCKS!!!!

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:) :)

ok i am starting to love all the people in my company because they are really nice to me!!
and what even better is my contract is extended until the head count is open again.
yippeee!!
happy happy.
ok
went out with Li siam and Jeff and we watch Deroit city!!
i think the movie is pretty nice and the boy is so so so cute and the music is GREAT!!!
I LOVE DEATH METAL MUSIC MAN!!!
ROCKS!!!
Very fun to watch movie with them. LOL
saw weijie and nancy too.

Whats better is this week football weekly is Chelsea poster!!!
wowowowo happy until siao ke.
Death metal music is so cool :)

No EPL this week
sian 1/2

:(

Super duper angry ok
stupid liverpool 5-0
lose arr luu 6 cans of ABC
kns kns kns!!!

I wan my tiger la!!!
i thought i will have 6 cans of tiger but i have to give him 6 cans of ABC
SHIFT SHIFT SHIFT
BETTING IS BAD!!!!

this period of time is damm suay
I think i am going to lose my job soon.
!@#$%^&*
Chelsea please buck up!!
come on come on!!!
i love you la!!

and love is 100% complicated.
damm it.
aiya everything is so messy i don wan to bother anymore.
let it be
chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zi.

if fated to sing ge tai.
then fated lol.

-_-"

die die die
Haven't half time liverpool already score 3!!!
abcdefg!!!
i am so angry
i am going to lose to arr luu 6 cans of ABC
knn!!!
very angry
why liverpool so on form now.
tyco siao.
shift shift shift~~
geneieve you better take down all the poster of my team before the whole team collaspe!!!
shift

Football, my love

Played footballl at Serangoon.
All Chelsea supporter only Manfred Man U!
SLAP SLAP SLAP!!!
Ronney kanna red card i am so happy can.
Happy until chelsea lose!!!
So i am damm angry still because everybody is reminding me that Chelsea lose.
Me and Manfred is going to Curse and Swear at liverpool tonight.
Damm it.
Aston Villa must win la got the what young one ma.
Sure win right.
die die must win liverpool ok
TI GONG PO PI AH!!
HUAT AHHH

!@#$%^&

ok again
i am so so so angry!!!!
I was damm happy when man u lose and scholes got a red card.
I was even happier when Ronney was sent off, two yellow cards!
What made me damm angry was that when i switch channel, SPURS SCORE ONE BLOODY GOAL ALREADY.
TMD.
THIS STUPID MORDIC!!!
i wish i could curse and swear and you.
How can Chelsea lose!!!!
They can catch up with Man u ma why why why!!!!
why why why why why!!!!
Why on earth did Chelsea lose!!!!


arghhhhh damm piss off!!!!
and super suay they got LIVERPOOL for champion lea.
!@#$%^&*&^%$#@
man u got proto la i got liverpool la!!
got more suay or not got or not!!!!
aiya!!!
life is so shitty
i don understand!!!!!
those who don like chelsea please go far away from me because i will hantam you.
kns

:)

Went to visit my grandma and then bought cakes for her sister.
Forgot which storey she stays. damm suay i think i got lao ren chi dai!

We talked about the times when my grandma was around.

The happy times that we will never forget.

I knew deep down inside that she is still very sad.

But whenever she mention her sister, the sweet smile will appear on her face.

Its very touching.

I don't know why but i can sense their love so deep.

I think she can sense that i am hurting inside too.

I don't know why the pain won't go.

A wound that can never really recover.

Even if its does, the scar will be so deep.

Sometimes i don't really know what to say infront of my grandma's sister.

The only thing that i can do is to visit her now and then.

Talk to her.

She used to talk to my grandma every afternoon but now, she doesn't have anyone to talk to already.

My grandma will be so happy to know i take care of her sister for her.

People are getting old too fast.

People are leaving at a very fast rate.

Treasure the ones around before everything is too late.

Somethings once gone will never return.

Today i saw your smile.

The smile you once gave, so sweet and bright.

I wanted to hold your hands and tell you how much i love you.

Just like the way you used to love me.

I didn't know what to say to you.

So i choose to sing to you.

Hope you can feel what i wanted to tell you.

Its going to be 2 years in two months time.

It always feel like yesterday that you were around.

I miss you really much.

No matter how far you are, i will always love you.

Grandma, good night. Sweet dreams.

I love u :)

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Swee lay thanks for everything.

i am starting to miss the high mountains of taunggyi. (if you understand)

Grandma, i miss u

Its been quite a while since i went to see you.
It was 1 week ago that me and Manfred went to visit you.
Did you saw us?
Did you saw the pretty pink rose that i put at your urn.
I think you did right.
I saw your sweet smile, just like the one you gave me yesterday.

I didn't know why i miss you so terribly.
I wanted to tell you personally how much i long to see you.
I can exchange anything for that dream to come true, you know it.

Thanks for telling me you're fine the other time.
I am so glad you came to tell me in my dreams.
But how i wish, i could hold your arms and walk with you again.
Down the long road that never ends.
Because true love never ends.
That's how long my love is going to last, for you.

Missing you is a never ending thing.
I long to see you...
I wish everything was a bad nightmare, but whenever i wake up the next day.
I know its not.
Its not.
Its forever, that you're gone.

A new rose for you, grandma.
Be happy wherever you are,
everybody here misses you damm much just like i do.
The wound is still as fresh.
somethings just doesn't heal.

Forever.

Goodnight grandma.

See u tomorrow :P

Chelsea is the best!

yeah!! Chelsea won!!!!
won by one!!!
but lose money also!!! damm it!!!!
Yesterday lose, today also lose!!!
got so suay meh!!!!
damm it damm it!!!
but nevermind Chelsea won so they still maintain second place.
:)
this week is damm suay week.
lose the most money out of the so many matches that i bet.
I trusted man u but they bloody hell make me damm disappointed.
make me hate them worst and worst.
betting is bad can cause heart attack.

liverpool may come to singapore june damm excited don know for what.
wan to see reina and touch his head!!!
so cuteeeeeeeeeeee!!!

back to singing again. April.
waiting for u.

I HATE MAN U!

Ok, i am very very bloody bloody angry with MAN U.
THIS SUPER NO BRAIN GROUP!
MAKE ME WASTE SO MUCH MONEY!!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT!!
AT OLD TRAFFORD THEY CAN KANNA THRASH BY POOL!!!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SCOLD BECAUSE I AM SPEECHLESS!!
ALL MY COUSINS AND FRIEND CAME OVER TO WATCH THE MATCH TOGETHER AND WE ALL LOSE TOGETHER~~~~~
DANG DANG DANG
FATHER LOSE
MANFRED LOSE
ANDREW LOSE
GENEIEVE LOSE
I LOSE!!!!!!
DAMM IT!!

Firstly i want to curse rooney.
god damm useless!
ugly, fat! freak.


secondly, vidic.
keep falling down.
don know do what last night the leg no energy.
knn!!!
make me very angry
i hate man u
i always do!!!





damm it
how did man u play 1-4(liverpool)
don understand!!!
what is fergie doing the previous few days!!!!
never eat enough banana is it!!!!
never eat banana no energy to encourage his players to play better!!!
angry angry!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow Chelsea must win!!
die die must win.
Chelsea go go go !!!!
i love u~!!!!

happy happy!

Geneieve treat me to eat !!
so nice la!!!
Because she win football lol!!!
If i win AOS i also want to treat lol!!!
hahahahhahaa
Delicious.
Thanks for the meal, drinks, chocolate and most important, DROGBA!!!!
WOWOWOWOWOW
the super duper cutie LOL

the "cute" schweigher's gf
hahahahah
chelsea's manager
hahahahaha

I know i look fat in the picture ok!!! SHIFT~~~~


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I miss korea, next time if i have the chance i will go again.
But Myanmar is more important
:)




I miss so many things in life.

The good, the bad.

But the one person i miss, the one person i long for can never be back.
Whenever i think of it, i feel so sad about it.
I can never understand.
I don't know why.
Whenever i see people with their grandma around, i feel so happy for them.
I long for one.
The one that will never be back.
Whenever i see old people lonely wondering on the street or begging for money, i feel very sad for them.
Why don't people treasure one another when alive and well.
If my grandma were to stand infront of me, i will tell her how much she meant to me.
I'll exchange anything in the world just to see her one more time.
Just one more.

Last Pic

This is the last neo print i take with my long hair.
Realise we are wearing jersery of oppsite colours.
Bye bye hair :(

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Hello future.

Arsenal won 3-0

and i saw walcott !!!

so handsome i want to jump into the tv

:P

My hair

Kinda miss my old hair.

The long old hair.

But its ok.

The old don go , the new don come.

I have to look forward and not backward.

Out of the 21 years i have spent,I want to forget everything and only rememeber my grandma.

I kept a tail at the back of my hair.

Thats for her.

Forever.

Grandma, we are going to visit you soon. We miss you so much.

I am going back to study and i know you will be so proud of me.

I love U :)

Time to work and study hard.

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Beside studying and work of course cannot forget about football la.

Man U score 4!

!@#$%^

I cant understand why man u can score so many Chelsea only score like that.

Why chelsea don play attacking why play defence!!!

!@#$%^

always 1 or 2 goals only.

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Ok going to register for the school this coming week. must study hard!!

pictures up soon.

:)

New start

So i decided to be more hardworking and go back to study.
and i decided to change everything!
I want to forget everything of the past and start anew :)


Changes Including my hair.
So ...


dang dang!!!

new hair style!

Swee bo?
:P

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Until now Manfred still at my house watch MAN U!!!

damm it

i woke up at 6am today and still alive now.

Chelsea won and then i win money
so happy can!!!!

Sunderland and Spurs match damm exciting but i don like spurs la!

now watching Man U, damm lame
Berv never play!!!

:)

Ok, Newcastle lose to MAN U by one only. Should have lose more but they broke Van De Sar dreams!!! awwww so sad.
TOO BAD :p

Anyway, rather busy at work. Today work until nearly 8 o clock.
But i enjoy going home at so late lay.
I think i shall work so late everyday.
Working in office at night is rather shiok. No pressure.
:)
I am starting to love my job more.
And i have decided for real.
For my 21st birthday, i am going to do something very intelligent.
I am going to cut my beautiful long hair.
hahahaha
ok this is not the main point.

I AM GOING BACK TO STUDY AGAIN.
-_-"

not that i like to study ok.
I must emphasis.
I still hate studying a lot.
But i got no choice.
NO choice.
So i decided to go take private DIP.
Damm it.
I already thrown away my tables and books and all the shit.
Can't imagine i am going back to study at 21 years old.
I so hate studying but because of the job scope and the $$$$$$$$$$$$ (most important reason), i have to go back.
Don't be too shock when you see me holding a book on the street because i am damm serious this time.
I will be taking Accountancy Dip.
I am going to repeat myself one more time.
I hate to study but i have no choice.
Back to study world.
:(
Because of my future, i have to do it this time round.
:)

I have grown up, haven't I?

But i still love Chelsea and i won't miss their match la.
My dad just gave me a Chelsea Water Bottle. Damm cool la.
I love Chelsesa.
I hate Pool and Man u!!!
Arsenal also not bad but now don't have walcott. sian 1/2.

Ok get ready to start studying in a few months time.
Wish me luck.
:)
*love*

Dreams come true

Ever wonder do dreams come true?
I think they really do.
Just hope and wish for what you want.
Whenever i think that my dreams are far away. They come true right before me.
So, i got a stable job now.
and i am very happy.
I will work very hard like a never did before.
For brand new year.
Try to save lots of money.
And of course my wish at the moment is to sing
GE TAI.
I miss watching Ge Tai.
& Liu LingLing.

Went to Singapore Flyer with my cousin.

Damm high and scary.
And raining, very suay.

But good experience la! Must bring Elton next time.

:)

Chelsea Vs Ports tonight.

Drogba :)

I love my PSP.

4 more days, chopchop!

I miss Geneieve (friday friday!!!), Xinyu and Weijie!!!!

:)

Sylvia, love u :)