Genting

Just came back from genting!!!
Enjoy myself
won$$$$ bought adidas shirt n bag for new year.
huat ah~



cant wait to see baby soon~~ :D

After 23 years , I am leaving this place where I grew up.
I don know how should I feel.
But I am coming back here as often as possible.
I am sure going to miss my two sisters the most n my parent's naggin
:(
I am going miss every little thing here.
But I will be back:)
Take care people, love ya

:)

looking at the pictures really make me smile all day long.
i am really very proud of my parents, and i am very sure they are the best parents u can ever find.
too bad they are mine.
strange but funny.
i went through wedding ceremony twice (*with the same person, of cause) hahahah
everything have to do double.
actually is not that tiring, its kinda fun but if elton's father is around i rather we go through only once of everything.
ok
i want to work hard for my happy life.
now n forever.
:)
i love u, elton.

Let me blog about something happy
Going over to Elton house for Christmas party, bought a pintas don know whether is it spell like that but should be
Can't wait to exchange gifts lol
Next week gate crashing must be damm fun haha
Next next week going genting for Christmas :D
Yesterday night I dreamt of going universal studio lol
The person say I pregnant cannot take the rides . Damm it just when new transformer ride came out .
Never mind next time bring baby there also
:)
Going for party now, bye bye

Life

I am very tired miserable and stress
Take me to a far far away place
No stress no unhappiness.
I want back all my happiness that once belong to me.

Asshole

When did u ever do anything for me n my family!
Not bloody once
Asshole. Come n say I don bother.
U r really a piece of shit.
I am going to return u what u give me, DOUBLE.
CCB

:)

Married life is not much different from normal life.
Husband n me got a Myanmar maid. I think I am quite satify with her even though haven see her work attitude.
Hope everything turns out fine.
I can't wait for baby to arrival
Even though i quarrel with elton now n then, Whenever I am with Him, I feel so safe and secure.
I cannot live without him.
But sometimes when u marry a person it means you marry his whole family.
I think I need sometime to adjust.
I need to become from very dependent person to a very independent person.
I thought marrying was like becoming a princess, but I am very very wrong about this.

Myogyi

I didn't go for myo gyi concert :(
I feel so bad n terrible
I have waited for 2 years
:.(

My Speech

I wanna thank a lot of people during the night but i scare i will break down on the stage so i didnt go up.

my dad who took care of me for 23 years, who always gets the breakfast ready every morning. who appears to be fierce on the outside but soft on the inside. a big thank you. its time i take care of myself :D

my mum who always understands and tries to talk sense into me.who always gives me physical and $$$ assistant. a big thank you for always being the peacemaker.
:D

my grandma who is not able to attend my wedding, i always love n rememeber you.

elton who took care of me for these 7 years, who never fails to make me angry LOL. who shower me with care n love. Its not only 7 years but now its forever. remember your promise.

to my two little sister, my forever pillar. thank you for always being around 24 hours 365 days. its really my honour to have such sisters and i am very proud of you all!!!

to tse ying, my forever best friend. its been a long long time. we have known each other like 14 years. from talent time day with gillbert to lion dance, to ge tai, we got the same taste in everything LOL. i love you :D
i cant wait to attend your wedding.

to gillbert, you really turned up for my wedding, so proud of you.
GILL THE BIRD HAHAH

to sylvia, my lifetime lover. thank you for your wish from the bottom of my heart.i wan to attend your wedding too.

to pohhwa, jia liat no more clubbing life. no more daosnow and stuff. all the fun secondary school stuff, i really miss them.

to geneieve, thanks for all the help n encourangement all these while. football again soon~~~

to san min, thank you for being so brave to come alone~~~ you are the best!!!

to lao er, for the so much money ang bao!! i know you are always supporting me no matter what decision i make!!!

to xiao yun n xiao hua, thank you for always helping me out and encourgement.

to manfred n andrew, thanks for the joke n help all these while.

to waidohsoe, myo than, sai, myo, raja
thank you for coming. :)

to everybody everybody who gave me their wishes,
A BIG BIG THANK YOU.

I HOPE I CAN LIVE WITH ELTON HAPPILY FOREVER :)

Why did it all went wrong

Why choose me.
Why choose it now.
There is so many things to think until my mind went blank at a point of time.
After crying I felt better but the sadness will feel up my heart just as soon.
I need a rest but my mind can't rest
How.
I am very tired
Not at all happy
Yesterday I pour tea for my father in law. Not serve to his hands but poured onto the ground
Why
Why is it like that.
I don wan it to turn out like this.

:(

In one day time.
Everything changed so drastically.
I hope all these is just a dream.
How will anybody be in the mood for celebration
Why did it become like that.
I must be strong for Elton n baby.
I have already chosen to be his wife so I cannot give up on him.
Hope everything will be ok.
It's going to be a hard and long time.
But nobody is giving up.
I will not too.

my lifetime

7 years ago, i went with you to your dinner n dance.
7 years later, i am offically,
MRS HO HAN KEONG ELTON :)
i hope we will stay forever in love.
:D

My life

The huge change to my life is coming soon.
Without my parents support all these while, I might not be able to make it
so soon I am going to leave this place where I grow up for 23 years, it's really kinda sad
I am gonna to miss my two sisters like crazy.
I really don know whether I can survive or not.
Hope everything will go smoothly
I don wan to keep crying or do shit during my wedding.
Bo pi Bo pi

Happy lantern festival

Today is lantern festival I should have brought my sister to play candle but I didn't becauSe I need to
Go Malaysia next day
But I promise next year I will bring baby to play with her

My baby

My sweet baby :D

:)

As long as the baby is safe and sound, nothing else really matter to me anymore
:)

Geneieve just reminded me I should keep a diary of the pregnancy which I think is the best idea she given me up to date.
Haha
But thank u, for bringing your reporter mind into me.
I hope the baby will always be safe n sound.
Me n Elton make a pact not to check the gender until I haven given birth haha
Cross finger I can stick to it
Dam tired these few days. Not easy but I must do it
Don worry, I will keep u save and sound.

Thanks for the wishes and gifts :) from all of u.
I hope everybody will be happy n healthy
My family who never fails to celebrate for me at 12 am
Geneiefe who is the first to wish me happy birthday, thank u thank u u never forget :D
WDS thank u, thank u for remember my birthday , this year this is the best birthday gift I ever asked for :)
May who gave me a big big bear !!! I super duper love bears!!
N many friends n relative who never fail to wish me happy birthday n shower me with gifts all these 23 years
I sincerely thank u guys from the bottom of my heart.
I will never forget.
I hope I can be happy always so that my baby will be happy too :)
Tat tar

When I look into your eyes, I really wanted to tell u how sorry I am.
How sorry I am to let u feel sad.
But you still give me that smile
The smile u gave this three years .
I know it's really hard to face me n still smile but
I want to thank u from the bottom of my heart
I don want to tell u that if there is another choice or another chance because there is none.
I hope u get ur happiness , this is my only wish for u.
Really thank u
Put ur love down because it will be kept inside my heart forever.

Don worry, me and Elton will protect u all the way.
Love ya

FF

I miss going out with may and San min.
I hope 3 of us will stay as good friends as long as time allows!

:)

Don worry, u will always be safe:D

I wan to tell the whole world how proud I am to have you :)
I will always love u like how I love Elton :)

Good bye tongue stud

I have taken out my tongue stud.
A new chapter of my life will begin soon.
Please let it be safe

I miss it really badly but why do I keep hiding away from it.
Why !!!!!!!!!!

Mine

Yesterday was my Chinese birthday n Elton made two red eggs for me :)
He bought the wedding band for me yesterday
I am happy.

I feel very happy

When I look at myo zaw and the way he tell me about his child, I am so happy. I am so touched until I feel like crying. The joy u can feel and see in his eye. I am really very happy for him from the bottom of my heart. I know he will be a good dad and his wife loves him super much. My heart really feel very touched when I see the way he describe his happiness. He was a simple man that ask for nothing but he got something that most people find it difficult to get. Happiness. I can see that no matter how tired and how hard he work , he is very happy . The atmosphere is really so........... Oh my god feel like crying .
I know he will be happy all his life. And I am very glad this fairy tale ends with
Happily after ever
All the best to him and his beautiful family :D

love

the day i starting loving myanmar is the day i never stop loving myanmar

2 more months

Less then 2 more months
:|

.

I fought very hard for everything I wanted n ended up getting nothing.
Tell me it's not a joke.
I Don Wan to believe it.
I refuse to believe it.
I want to leave this world of heart ache.
It's very tiring n painful

Cherry

Me June myo n sai went cherry may. Bloody fun. I couldn't stop laughing, full
House, usually Friday no full house. Maybe because they change the band. Myang wan to ask me
Go up n sing. Frighten me. So Many people so I say I can't do it hahaha next time I should try.
I should be more brave !!!! Na bei!! It's always my dream to sing isn't it!!!! Chee sar!!!

Stop drinking

I should stop drinking!!!!
Two weeks and I have been drinking for the past two weeks except Monday n tues
My goodness .
What the f am I doing.
Anyway yesterday Myang ask me to sing on the stage and I keep shivering but overall it was a good experience and everybody was encouraging me. Got to know so many people yesterday
About 8 new friends muhahahhaha
Thank u so much :)
I really enjoy myself a lot yesterday and you look bloody handsome
:P

the times

my happy family.


At cherry may

: ..(

Today I shouted and pushed someone. Don know because I was damm angry or because I drunk too much.
I am so tired of my life, why do I have to keep losing my friends.
Why do friends force each other to do something they don like.
I am really sad but my heart has no feeling anymore.
Am I becoming an alien?
Last time me, may n sanmin will always meet, but now sanmin avoiding me like I am Ghost. I am
So dark how to look like ghost. I don understand why the friendship turn out like that.
Why . Why everything happen this way.
I Don wan to go to cherry may anymore.
I am tired. I need to rest for a long time

:(

Fucking hell. I hate all of u.

:)

I love u, from the bottom of my heart

Thanku

Sometimes I thank god for having u around me
Your smile brings comfort to my heart
But it's just that my heart no longer belongs to me

:..(

i feel very upset right now.
It hurts very badly.
Very badly.

:)

it always so nice to spend my day with elton n shaine.
cherry may, see u soon.

Time

I am trying very hard to erase u from my memory, but it seems so hard.
Tell me, how long do I need.

:(

Don know why It hurts so badly .
I am letting it go.
For good.

Cherry may music was good
Today.
My fav singer sings every Friday n sings myogyi songs, guess who?

Good night.I need a good sleep.

Cherrymay

I know i know. All my post is about cherry may right. But I just can't get cherry may out of my head. It feels like iron cross is around when I am at cherry may. Feels like second home to me :)
But I notice there are not many customer there during weekdays, I hope it doesn't close down. I hope cherry may will stay there forever forever.
These few years really pass so fast . Made a lot of friends n lost a lot. I think I lost more friends then I have make.
Everybody is growing up and getting further n further away from each other. This feeling Sucks but it's life.
The last time I saw Cungterik, he told me something which makes me
Feel like he is really a big boy now who understands the world.
When I saw WDS, he talks like a men now. But his smile is really very sweet.
Saw thurako. It's been a long long long time. Maybe one whole year I didn't see this brother. The first Myanmar brother I had. His smile is forever on his face. N it feels so good to see a long time friend. One who always make u laugh non stop.
One who will never forever u and who u will never forget.
This is life.
Either u accept it or be defeated.
I have less then 3 months more before my life turn into something serious.
Or more exciting.
To all those friends who have left your footsteps in my heart
I sincerely thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
For sharing with me, ur happiness, ur joy, your laughter, you peace n most importantly this friendship which I will never forget.
Thank u *hug*
Don know why but I am getting very emotion typing this post like I am Going to die the next min hahaha
But less then 3 months time, I will take the biggest step in life. To another stage of life.
Throughout my time being littlemyanmar, I got to know so many so many so many friends which u could never imagine, learn so many things which a lot of people would never get to learn in their life time.
From thanhtike, who by now should be happily married and Myozaw who by now already has a daughter.
Not forgetting my idol myo gyi. The best of the best. This might be the last year I am going to myo gyi concert.
But of cause I will not forget this idol all my life, he will always be in my heart :D his voice, his song, iron cross.
Not forgetting my taunggyi group of people, aungbantaung :) buddha Buddha buddha ;) <3 u r my favorite always always will be.
Arr Luu, Joey<-u don know how much Imu, Ko chan, aung main, zaya<-- I never forget u :P, naw kam<-- cutie, kelvin saibar. N alot alot whom I have forgotten the names.
Not forgetting the sweetest sweetest Swee lay, who is always there for me.
Kyawthu who is always giving me bunny toys :)
Cunterik,aunghein n Sweetoe who always go to power house with me :)
James,kaung,shine who always make me laugh non stop.
Myozaw who is always there for me. Taking care of my like a sister :)
Htinaung, the best best best best best brother ;)
Wds :)
May,win,waiphyo,sanmin,Mt,I love u guys :D
All these all these people who love, n take care of me all these while.
Thank u :)
U will not be forgotten.


How long a journey this was but it seems so fast. So fast everything is going to stop.

:)

my happiness comes from the corner of your lips.

:D

see u on frida~

smile

show me ur smile.

ur sweet sweet smile :D

do u know you actually live in my heart.

:D

Universal studio with my family

I hope it bring smiles to your day.
why does my brain always consist of u.
-_-"