Happy new year

Happy new year everybody.
May everyone be happy n healthy .

My resolution for this year is to be happy n Chelsea to win epl.


Good night

Take me away because I do not have the courage to leave.
Thank u.

:)

Miss me?

22 got company D n D. Don't even feel like going.
Receive lots of Christmas gifts!
A big thank u to the following people who have fill my year with happiness n love :
My two pretty sister
Elton
My parents
Elton parents
Htinaung
Geneieve
May
Chelsea

N for the Christmas gifts n cards

Lao ban
Brenda
Jessie
Ilice
Lynn
June
Eve
Beeyen
Irene
Zixin
Alister

A big thank u to all of u for always taking in my rubbish.

Htinaung is the best brother i could ask for.
Nobody will be able to replace him.



Photos soon

:)

I m u

It has been ten days.
Going overseas this time round was not fun.
Quite Suffering.
My room is in such a Fu*king mess i don't
Really wan to enter it.
Ok I need to clear up for the time being
Too many things left unsettled.
With a lot of fu*kup people around.
Give me some time.
I will be back

:)

It's term break now. I will miss my classmate damm much!
I gonna leave in two days time.
How am I going to leave Elton here for so many days.
:(
Anyway myogyi reach Singapore today and I can't fetch him from the airport!
But I shall try my luck on Friday.

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I think I can't live without Elton.
Its a conclusion to my life .

Happy birthday

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to sanmin,
Happy birthday to you!!!
May u always me happy healthy n handsome
Me n may will love u always!

After going through so many friendship, I realise who are the friends I should treasure n who
Are those that are not worth too.
A good friend will never keep secret from each other.
Never see each other fall n never talk behind each other's back.

To the fucking bitch, if you ever do anything to hurt may, I will fuck u upside down.

Life

I can't live without but hard to live with.
Good night world

:)

I have decided that whatever will happen or going to happen I will only love Elton for the rest of my life.
I really know what I want in life now and I can't live without him.

life

i once read a story that a living person without a dream is nothing better then a dead person.
the story of the rose


please don try to control my life
i make choices myself and decide on what i wan to do.
don't let me know what u are doing behind my back
because everything that u does and tell to another person really disgust me.
i don't even know why i wan to be your friend in the first place.

I am so disappointed with everyone.
The world is full of lies .

:)

It's the first time I draw n connect circuit myself . Damn fun! I hope every lesson also can do this.
Wed acca exam n electric test -_-
if such things happen is only wait to die.
But my electric engineering teacher n classmate are such damm nice people, super love them.
Didnt eat lunch because of what u say, but since u are so cute I shall forgive u :)

:(

I can't get ur face out of my mind .
:)
Suddenly ur face look so sweet.
MMZB!

:)

i never knew u look so dashing.
:D
have to control my saliva from now.

chelsea draw again.
WTF

:)

May cook tom yam for me today
yum yum super delicious.
Went to packet fries at Mac then saw Zixin. Singapore so big like that also can meet dao.
he say meet dao me exam sure fail
suay suay our exam same day , same place.
i meet dao him then exam fail sia.
miss playing football.

elton and his niece nephew always make my day super happy.
pictures up next post because iphone something wrong.

and exam are only next week but i am like ----------------
monday electric circuit test.
hope everything goes well.

good night people.
i am starting to like you more n more.

and

fairytales are nothing but bullshit.
espcially when it turns out to be overwhelming
over controlled.

i won't ever like you because all the actions you did behind my back sucks.
its really digusting.
you shouldn't be doing all these because you are already a grown up.
you told me that the stupid bitch was not introduced by you , but what the fuck did you bring her up to the house for?
thank god i did not introduce the bitch to my friend.
if not i would have to marry my friend in order to repay him.
fish man.

i hate it when u lie n do those stupid stuff behind my back.

Do u realise that you are my selfish .
Please stop controlling my life because you are not even my bf.
I can hardly breathe because of u!!!

My dragonboat team :)
friday's lunch with them :D

Dragonboat

Company's Dragonboat event was damm bloody fun!
We got 2nd but still happy. All my teammates were great n damm helpful. Tongliang longbang me to kallang, my partner took Dragonboat paddle for me whenever we board the boat. Our coordination was almost perfect n non of us rowed before :D
I super love my team . Got 200 sushi voucher for coming in second!
Whole family came down to support me n won lots of barang barang stuff !

my life

bf - happiness
family - <3
work - pretty boring except when adam comes into story
study - shiok dao!
motor - on hold low budget want to go genting and try to earn extra income. muhahahah
travel - visiting my uncle in china and genting with elton n family
christmas - gambling away
exam - jia liat
friends - miss gen, tseying, may,

thelove

Andrew came back from sydney and bought me a canned koala, i am so not gonna to open it!!!
everybody knows i love teddy bears :)

neo print i took with elton <3

my boss approve my unpaid leave woohoo , i know he loves me too much to disapprove of it
muhahahaha
china then malaysia once i come back.
gonna to buy lots of bears!!

its been a long time since i step into city hall
gonna airport fetch myo gyi once he reach singapore because i cant attend iron cross concert.

i love my current classmate! they really rock!

:)

I can't stop loving Elton even though he always make me super angry lol.
I shall love him forever forever forever~~~
to my best friend, I hope you have found ur happiness. I love u always.

My brother

Htin Aung is the best brother I ever had, will ever have :D

Choices

Choosing to study electric engineering was one of the best choice I made .
All my classmate rocks like hell!!!!!
Muhahahahhh

Happy birthday mouse!!!!!

My sister

I have got the best sister in the whole wide world !!!
Who cooks me dinner almost everynight
Who makes me sandwich in the morning
Who arrange activities for me so that I won't feel bored!!!
Where do u find such a sister !!!!!!
I so love my sister even though I don't say it out.
I am really very thankful for such a sister!!!!
<33333

:)

Yesterday night, i dreamt of my grandma.
And in my dream i was wanting to blog if my grandma were to leave me one day, i will not be able to survive without her
and i woke up.
She is not here.

EPL

Seriously WTF.
Chelsea 0, SUnderland 3
Kanna stunned

Manfred is back

Manfred is back from china.
He said it wasn't fun at all due to the xiang xia stuff
but anyway his father finally manage to reunite with his parents.
i am happy for him.
hope he will always be happy too.
n of cause
they gave me my fav
ALCOHOL :)))))))
but i am not gonna drink it
just rememeber i have yet to take the volka from gen's mum.
maybe this coming week.
and darn,
i am always doing very ridicious stuff
some handsome ang mo guy came and ask me whether i was interested in forming a team to take part in the dragon boat racing and i ON him.
darn darn darn.
seriously, i don know how to row the boat.
i scare the boat will capsize.
and we will not be training for it, just practically racing.
WTH.
yes right.
WTH
27 nov east coast park.

Please let us win.
and and and

my electrical engineering course is going damm bloody well
and
I SUPER DUPER LOVE ALL MY CLASS MATE
they are so friendly and helpful
I can't wait to see them every monday and wed for class!!!!!!!!

You are forever my uncle

Ah pong uncle, you have finally reunited with your parents today. I hope you will always be happy wherever you are.
I am always very proud to have a uncle like you.
Every lifetime :)

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The happiest thing that was given to me, is taken away.
I have nothing to say and do not wish to say anymore thing.
Goodbye world :)

Myogyi

Every year, I look forward to myo gyi coming to singapore, but everytime
Something will cope up last min.
And I can't see myo gyi or cheer for him during the concert
But I hope everythig will go well for him.
I will always be his number 1 Singapore fan.
MYO GYI, AYAN LWAN TEL!!!!

Those things...

Happy birthday sis

Happy birthday to my sister !!
May u be always pretty n clever :)
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And 99 percent really cannot go myo gyi concert!!!!
Swee lay just told me my photo is in one of myo gyi's video.
WTF
I went to YouTube n see 20000 view
WTF

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I realise that people around me go too fast.

way too fast then i expect.

i need time to breathe

happy halloween

Happy halloween.
be happy

i can't go to myo gyi show
99% cannot go.
MMZB man!

Myo gyi

Myo gyi is coming this dec and .........
Fcuk! Maybe I cannot go again.
:..(
I miss myo gyi so much.
Valentine's day come I also cannot go, now dec come I also cannot go. How I wish I can split myself into
2!!!!!!
Bloody hell.
I wan myo gyi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everybody, i am ok

Cycling with my sister two weeks ago just before i receive the bad news from dad.

Scenery on the island is fantastic.

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Bf brought me to catch bear yesterday

been a long long time since we last went catching bear

his cousins went along with us

enjoyed myself

:..(

Pain that cannot be described by words.
The thought of not being able to hear from you or to see you again hurt me so much.
I cannot imagine you're gone, and gone forever.
I hope we will always be family in every other life time.
i miss u :..(

:...(

阿pong uncle,

我的心好痛。好舍不得你离开，但是却没有的选。
上天安排好的事情，怎么试着去改也改不了。
我只能祝福你，希望你到一个幸福的地放。
一个天天快乐的地方。
没烦恼，
没忧愁的地方
虽然我知道大家都在安慰自己，但我们也只有这样可选。
我好难过。
随时随地都想要大哭一场，好没用！但是真的忍不住。
我记得去年san uncle过失的时候，是你载我们去马来西亚。
转眼之间，你也上路le。
我还是无法接受。
可能需要很长的时间。
不过，我还是想跟你说一声谢谢。
谢谢你带给我的快乐，带给我的笑容，带给我着22年的
回忆。我全部都放在我心理。
永远永远都不忘记。
阿pong uncle，一路走好了。
一定要记得我们。下一辈子，我们一定再见。

做你永远的开心果。
:...(

Be happy wherever u are.
I will always miss you.

Ni de Kai Xin Guo :)

Long goodbye

It's hard to imagine u have left.
Beginning of this year when I told u I wanted u to attend my wedding, you said
to me sorry, u might not be able to make.
U lay inside the coffin so peaceful but yet it still
make everybody so hard to accept.
It hurts so badly, I wish I could control my emotion.
Every mention of your name makes
my heart ache.
It's the longest goodbye I have to say to
you.
I know you tried your best , n we won't blame u for
anything.
You know we will always keep you in our heart.
When u have reach a better place, please always remember to
look out for us.
Keep us in your heart just like how important you will stay in our heart.
We love u, we'll always do
:)
farewell
ur Kai xin guo

:)

I may smile n laugh.
But inside , I am not happy at all



Not at all.

The Sky

i miss elton

Updates

A little update.

Life- so far so good
Money - so far always no money
Motor - steady bom pi pi, bo pi faster pass then i can buy Kawa muhahahah or aprilla
School - so far so steady
Friend - always the best :) , cant wait to meet with them
BF - <3
Family - still very supportive
Football - i miss them :( , can't wait for term break to come and i can continue being my goal keeper
*ps Chelsea is still the best :P

Anyway, this month celebrate jiu wang ye, so far i think enous one the guan ying very nice.
and their jiao zi all very nicely decorate.
Sat maybe going to watch them send back jiu wang ye at east coast.

n sat and sun have finally arrive.
this week is so bloody long plus all the fuc* ups at work.
but most of my colleagues are still very nice to me :)


<33333

plus plus plus

tomorrow its the 16th which marks me and elton 7 years :)
<3

:)

:)

If u have never seen her sorrow, u never will .

Longest farewell

Just when I thought I was recovering from the most painful memory, it happened again. Every inch, every moment, every minute that tick by felt so painful could hardly breathe.
It dugged up the most painful memory that I ever had.
I hope u are at a better place now
just like what I hope of my grandma.

Children's day

In my 22 years of life,
This is the best children's day i have ever had.
The smiles and laughter of the children is the best present that anybody could give them.
:D
The thankful look on their face.

Its priceless.

Choices

i am always missing u :)

Being Ordinary is also a choice isn't it.
I think i have to start finding a goal in life and work towards it.
I have decided not to walk around aimlessly.
Although its a long and tiring road.
I shall always bear what you say in mind.

and to all the children tomorrow,

HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY.

no matter how tough the road is, bear in mind that, the sky is always brighter at the other end.

Be happy wherever u are

Life, as unpredictable as it is.
Death, as certain as it is.
Be happy wherever u went to.
N always look over Elton from above
Dont u worry, because I will be taking care of him
for the rest of my life :D
just like how u took care of him for these 29 years :)
走好。

happy fairy tale

Heard from somebody once that fairy tale doesn't exist

and

i believe it

it doesn't

:)

No more longing for the perfect picture.

May u be always happy

like me :D

:)

If i were to dislike somebody so much, i wouldn't be reading his/her blog.
so if u are reading my blog it shows that either
-you love me
-you love me too much
-you love me once
-you love me forever
-you love love love me
:)
thank you for that.
i will try to love u for loving me :D

to the old women who comment as bloodoviolent.

u lose :P

this is my blog, you can never win me.

friend wise, look wise,

and most importantly,

happiness wise.

Loser :P

But i still welcome you here if u fall in love with me

muhahhahaha

History

I look at Elton's grandfather and it reminds me of my grandma.
I am so afriad to look at him, every action that is slowly putting back all the bits and pieces when my grandma was suffering.
and it hurts.
They say that all humans are selfish, if so, i would rather choose for my grandma to be alive and suffering then to let her go.
I cannot accept it when she is not around me.
Sometimes i can still hardly believe why she left me.
Why didn't she wait until i got married, have kids etc etc etc
She would be ginning from ear to ear.
I know how is Elton feeling right now.
Because i have been through it thrice.
Seriously, i hope i won't have to go through it once again.

Actually to think of it, i am very happy with what i have now
my family, elton and all my friends.

Humans got to really treasure what they have.

and don't ever look down on others because you never know when you will need their help.

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I have been dreaming, hoping, wishing. But in the end, you're not what I wanted.
What do I really want in life.

You :)

I didn't realise I miss you so damm much. But I hope you will find your happiness and someone that belong to you.
If life give you 100 reasons to cry , give life 1000 reason to smile.

My life

Sorry that i have been missing for such a long time.


and here i am again.





Life have been so far so good





My wish came true.


And up till now i can hardly believe it came true.


But it did.


and to all the people out there, dreams do really come true, if u try hard, believe hard and think hard.

Have a little more faith and hope in yourself, and all will be fine.



Went to do some volunteering work these 2 days at schools.

Our job was to interview kids and find out more about their background and how they are coping with school and stuff.

Most of the kids interviewed by us are from needy families or are with problematic family background.

After interviewing them, i really realised how fortunate i am.

We don't realise how lucky we are to have everything until we sees somebody who has nothing.

Some simple wishes made by them were so touching that i realise even though its so simple, it can't be fufilled.

I hope all the kids do not have to suffer and lead what a kid's life should be
Pure, innocent and happy

underwater world

this is <3

thank you :)

celebrated birthday @ powerhouse this yr
music sucks, but company was great.
love love <3

thank you for the cake, birthday song, drinks :)

love u guys.

my life

my goodness, i think i have been aging quite a lot.
my life is getting more and more plain each day. <-- what kind of english is that.
i missing those times when i go to club each week
i miss the feeling of getting drunk.
i need lots of tequila.
i think i have got not much time to enjoy.
but its for a better life.
no harm.
take care people,
love ya :)

Happiness

When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry,

show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile.

:)

Its been a long long time

What is not meant to be yours will eventually leave u.

i am lazy to blog

see pictures ok already ok.

i hope nothing will happen to my uncle.

bless him

i wish...

i hope i can get half a million dollars right now.
can somebody give me half a million dollars.
thank you very much.

Drinking dice

drunk tiger and gen almost puke
-_-"
it shows how long we haven't watch a football match together.
soon soon.

Brainless pea

:P

someone i cant live without :)
you.

12th jan

didn't really have anything interesting to blog abt.
elton's brother wedding is coming and i am really excited abt it! don know for what.
what should i wear. everybody in lion dance troupe also going down. -_-"
elton told me abt something really important and we are planning to execute it. and hope that good news awaits us.
this year is going to be an important year for me to remember my whole life.
i think so.
classes have been going well and both my lecturer are kinda funny.
pity no cute guys in my class.
tn did message me but i didn't reply, but until now i still kind of pity him. -_-"
ilice brought metta from school these few days and she is really cute like an angel!
i love to talk to her even though she bo chup me. whahahah. she is such a cutie pie!!!
alex still trying to get the DJ thingy going. hope everything will go well and we will have a rocking station soon! i want lady gaga and pitbull, daddy yakee, miss elliot, fergie!!!
oh and alex called me for tn's number which makes me shocked for a min -_-"
have not been to city hall like the longest time.
going to bring elton's niece to zoo soon. i love bringing kids out!
arr luu suddenly asked me if i do drugs -_-" , i think there is something wrong with his brain, for a minute i thought arr luu was tn's friend -_-"
but he later said that he was just asking for fun.
everything seems somewhat related to tn.
damm.
working was quite ok except for the deadlines which are abt to reach.
won "50cent" disc from 91.3fm. i wan lady gaga!!!!
i am so bloody into Lady gaga now.
i miss dragonfly, powerhouse.
the bouncer there are bloody nice ! nice until i don wan to ever change clubbing area.
esp the dragonfly bouncer. wooo BWG.
but somehow i am not going clubbing from now. or maybe for now.
cung told me shwetoe went back to myanmar which was quite shocking, LOL. i thought he likes the girls in singapore. shine went back to myanmar also, knn promise to teach me guitar. -_-"
anyway life so far so good.
i am still after ge tai life.
which teacher should i enrol with...
and my bike license -_-"
everything $$$$$
and i need a huge amt of money for something which is going to be very important to me.
oh, everything is going to happen inside my 21 .
woohooo~
good night people.

muack.

Welcome to 2010

i hate 2009.
i hope 2010 will be a better year for everything.
i hope me and elton will always stay in fairy tale mood.
i hope you are fine and please remember i am always here for you. i miss you but i don know how to tell you that.
i hope that my family, relatives to be happy and healthy always.
i hope uncle will disappear from my life.
i hope james, kaungsett and shine will study harder and have a better future.
i hope mt will find the one that is right for him.
i hope gen will be as crazy as now. LOL
i hope htinaung will be cleverer when he is back. haha
i hope myogyi will get marry with his gf and live happily.
i hope alex will be very successful in this DJ job.
i hope aung ban will be very successful in his career.
i hope everything will go smoothly.

by 2010
hope to get my bike lic.
get to sing ge tai.
work hard for my future.
go myanmar if $$$ permits.

Back to school

School starting tomorrow, its the first day of lesson.
I am still imaging.
i hope things go my way.
starting a family aren't an easy thing to do .
is it.
my life has been such a drama -_-"
not a fairy tale kind.
i miss so many things which i used to have.
my grandma.
u.
my friends.
tse ying,gillbert,cuijun.
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my brother, htinaung.
you must be happily enjoying all the ang moh girls in US. damm u.
i miss so many so many stuff.
i miss dragonfly but nobody is going there anymore now.
i miss the music at powerhouse.
i miss tequila shots after shots.
i shall change, for my future.
because if i don't,
i will still be hanging like that for the rest of my life.
When its time to move on, perhaps you got no choice but to move on.

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random, stupid myo zaw told me there was a match Chelsea Vs Liverpool.
so i broadcast to the whole world that there was this match going on.
everybody was frantically searching for this match and the next thing i know, it was last year's match he was watching. chee sar naw. he still excited shouted Chelsea score one. -_-"
its been such a long time since i blog anything about football.
shall update some.
Drogba going Africa cup, gonna miss him like hell.
mikel essien bye bye too.
alkena's injured.
poor chelsea.
signed new black guy. shall do more research on this guy.
elton always randomly shout emmueal in whichever team that has black guys -_-"
we are all still waiting for new castle to be back. WHAHAHAHAHAHA. got chance because they are 1st in 2ND LEAGUE. WHAHAHAHAHAH
messi got the fifa player and i only got to know now that he is 22 years old.
he looks like 30 plus. damm chao lao can!
portsmouth sucks this season and they should be relegated!
man c manager should be sack long ago! yipppeeee!
i hate man c, their team is like rojak.
i still hate man u and liverpool as much as i do from the start.
i love walcott like how i used to love him from the start.
david villa, who is he?? hahahahaha
drogba is still the cutest among the black!!! agree with me !!!
arsenal is playing very badly this season, their team really need somebody to replace emmueal.
i don like van persie.
world cup is coming and i am excited for nothing. should i continue to support SPAIN?
DON SUPPORT GERMANY. THANK YOU. BALLACK IS OLD ALREADY.
OLD HEN CANNOT LAY EGGS ANYMORE. WHAHAHAHA.KILL ME KILL ME... WHAHAH.
podoski's body is still WOO LA LA!
ronney still sucks the most. i hope he will be injured throughout the whole of next season.
can't wait for world cup to start and my football kaki shall gather once again at lim bei house to watch! don forget to bring ur pop corns and coca cola.

good night.
love!

HAPPY 2010! HUAT AH!

I LOVE CHIPMUNKS!