: ..(

Today I shouted and pushed someone. Don know because I was damm angry or because I drunk too much.
I am so tired of my life, why do I have to keep losing my friends.
Why do friends force each other to do something they don like.
I am really sad but my heart has no feeling anymore.
Am I becoming an alien?
Last time me, may n sanmin will always meet, but now sanmin avoiding me like I am Ghost. I am
So dark how to look like ghost. I don understand why the friendship turn out like that.
Why . Why everything happen this way.
I Don wan to go to cherry may anymore.
I am tired. I need to rest for a long time