Long goodbye

It's hard to imagine u have left.
Beginning of this year when I told u I wanted u to attend my wedding, you said
to me sorry, u might not be able to make.
U lay inside the coffin so peaceful but yet it still
make everybody so hard to accept.
It hurts so badly, I wish I could control my emotion.
Every mention of your name makes
my heart ache.
It's the longest goodbye I have to say to
you.
I know you tried your best , n we won't blame u for
anything.
You know we will always keep you in our heart.
When u have reach a better place, please always remember to
look out for us.
Keep us in your heart just like how important you will stay in our heart.
We love u, we'll always do
:)
farewell
ur Kai xin guo