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I look at Elton's grandfather and it reminds me of my grandma.
I am so afriad to look at him, every action that is slowly putting back all the bits and pieces when my grandma was suffering.
and it hurts.
They say that all humans are selfish, if so, i would rather choose for my grandma to be alive and suffering then to let her go.
I cannot accept it when she is not around me.
Sometimes i can still hardly believe why she left me.
Why didn't she wait until i got married, have kids etc etc etc
She would be ginning from ear to ear.
I know how is Elton feeling right now.
Because i have been through it thrice.
Seriously, i hope i won't have to go through it once again.

Actually to think of it, i am very happy with what i have now
my family, elton and all my friends.

Humans got to really treasure what they have.

and don't ever look down on others because you never know when you will need their help.