Why did it all went wrong

Why choose me.
Why choose it now.
There is so many things to think until my mind went blank at a point of time.
After crying I felt better but the sadness will feel up my heart just as soon.
I need a rest but my mind can't rest
How.
I am very tired
Not at all happy
Yesterday I pour tea for my father in law. Not serve to his hands but poured onto the ground
Why
Why is it like that.
I don wan it to turn out like this.

:(

In one day time.
Everything changed so drastically.
I hope all these is just a dream.
How will anybody be in the mood for celebration
Why did it become like that.
I must be strong for Elton n baby.
I have already chosen to be his wife so I cannot give up on him.
Hope everything will be ok.
It's going to be a hard and long time.
But nobody is giving up.
I will not too.

my lifetime

7 years ago, i went with you to your dinner n dance.
7 years later, i am offically,
MRS HO HAN KEONG ELTON :)
i hope we will stay forever in love.
:D

My life

The huge change to my life is coming soon.
Without my parents support all these while, I might not be able to make it
so soon I am going to leave this place where I grow up for 23 years, it's really kinda sad
I am gonna to miss my two sisters like crazy.
I really don know whether I can survive or not.
Hope everything will go smoothly
I don wan to keep crying or do shit during my wedding.
Bo pi Bo pi